September 1, 2020

i saw something come down to us

how can you belong to something found
when you've always belonged to something lost? 
it's time to lighten up, justin 
it's time to go home and get some rest 
it's time to remember that 
what comes is better than what goes 
and what goes is better than what's gone 

it's been awhile. just some tunes that are taking me through a tough period: 

burial - rival dealer / the section from 8 minutes on is still one of the most beautiful things burial's done
olafur arnalds & nils frahm - 03:06 / when olafur (i think) starts humming near the end, it gets me every time
celeste - strange / a stunning vocal but it's the lyrics that hit the hardest; "isn't it strange, how people can change / from strangers to friends / friends into lovers / and strangers again"
ironomi - maigo / my favourite from their latest LP, one of the most plainly beautiful and emotive pieces i've heard recently
antony and the johnsons - bird gerhl / anohni at her heartbreaking best
andy scott - my mountain top / andy scott's tenor sax sounds so heavy with pain and emotion here, my heart hurts when i listen to this. the spoken word on top is just perfect; "i carried on for a reason / that i would reach here one day"
hiroshi yoshimura - green shower / the aural equivalent of a comforting hug from a friend

May 4, 2013

Donkey rhubarb

Looking back, I honestly can't believe its been four years since i posted this post, looking forward to entering university and thinking about the transitions in life. And here i am, just finished a paper and with one final one to go before (hopefully) graduating and moving on to whatever life has next in store for me.

I wrote in that post how i have a fear of letting time go by too quickly and while these 4 years feel like they've passed by in a flash, on some level it doesn't feel too bad because they've been a good 4 years. Hindsight's 20/20 and all that.. but they really have. I've found some things i wanted, not found some things i wanted, found some things i didn't know i wanted. I found perspective, i found a way forward, i found opportunities and let some slip. (the word "found" is beginning to look really weird to me)

I've held on to the relationships that mean so much to me and made more along the way, and i'll continue with the knowledge that these deserve more of my time than almost anything else. I've done things i would never have dreamt of doing, i've had crazy experiences (if you were to tell me in 2009 that in the next 4 years i would've seen Radiohead 5 times, i would've laughed in your face) I've made amazing memories, not just the crazy ones but the quiet ones i'll remember.

I'm not sure i have a point here but probably just wanted to record my thoughts and how grateful i am and should be; firstly to God, and also everyone and everything else that makes my life my life.

I know i haven't been treating this blog very well, but its seen me through quite a few years now and hopefully many more. Now, for some pastoral happy tunes that've seen me through this exam period..

four tet - she just likes to fight
aphex twin - mookid
edwin montgomery - oh life!
boards of canada - dayvan cowboy
aphex twin - lichen
kraftwerk - franz schubert

February 21, 2013

Atoms for Peace - Reverse Running

Reverse Running, the 8th track off Thom Yorke's latest project AMOK, has one of the prettiest melodies Thom has written in recent memory. Which goes to show his recent (well, i don't know if you can call 5 or 6 years 'recent') focus on rhythm hasn't impacted on his ability to write a gorgeous tune. In fact, whilst The King Of Limbs, which turned two years old this past week, had some decrying the overemphasis on experimental beats, it still had some of my favourite Radiohead vocal melodies in songs like Lotus Flower and Codex, which goes to show Thom's never lost it.

Another thing that Thom shows he's never lost is his voice. Okay, he probably can't hit the screeching high notes he did 20 years ago in Creep. But why would he want to? Case in point: the ease with which he floats into that falsetto in the middle of Reverse Running, so gorgeous and yearning. There is an emotional weight to this vocal that moves me, something that perhaps wasn't so obvious on TKOL, with the exception of some moments on the 2nd half of that album.

Something you will notice about this Atoms for Peace record too is how Thom's vocals just kind of float within the mix, weaving in and out of the other instruments but never really standing clearly out in front. The lyrics of the songs too seem to put more focus on the instrumentation, being very mood-based and stream-of-consciousness (as Thom's lyrics have always been but especially so in recent years) rather than focusing on any tangible idea. In this recent interview with Steve Lamacq, Thom talks about how he really didn't overanalyse any aspect of this album, be it the production or the lyrics. As you would expect, this makes the album feel much freer and looser and actually really fun to listen to. You can almost hear how much fun Thom and the band are having jamming and making this record.

What is clear on AMOK though, is a very different way of songwriting and arrangement than we are normally used to from his work with Radiohead. Or at least, it would be to more casual fans who haven't been following his electronic and DJ-ing impulses in recent years. The songs do not peak and trough or work towards a climax or pay-off nor do they embellish with musical details like harmonies and counter-melodies. Instead, the songs each take a few brief but compelling rhythmic and melodic ideas and develop them over the course of the track. In this sense, AMOK sees Thom getting closer than he ever has to the ethic of the producers he has aspired to like Four Tet and Burial.

And yet the way they achieve this sound is totally unique. Using the word "jam" to describe a record as electronic as this sounds weird (in the Lamacq interview, Thom says using the word "jam" is "against his religion"), but it is really what AMOK is, in a sense. 5 brilliant musicians playing and feeling their way around unique polyrhythms, before Thom and Nigel Godrich do their production magic, cutting and pasting ideas and passages into the tracks as they are. As they have said in most of the press they've done about the record, what they wanted to do was to blur the line between electronic production and live instrumentation. What they have done as a result is create a record that will engage you on every level, if you're into this sort of stuff. And make you want to dance. I know i do.

AMOK is out 25th February. Buy it here.

Atoms for Peace - Reverse Running /

December 19, 2012

Burial - Truant EP

So Burial released his latest EP this past week, accompanied by the sound of furious music bloggers and critics frantically changing their year end lists. And why not, as Burial has been putting up some of the most deeply intense, soulful music anyone has ever seen. This is dance music so far evolved beyond any labels of garage, 2-step or whatever, tunes that not only make you move but move you as well.

This latest EP, which consists of the two tracks Truant and Rough Sleeper, not only live up to his standards but continue the progression his sound has made since the other EP he released this year. Just like in the Kindred EP, Burial seems to have moved on towards longer tracks with small individual sections that mesh together to create almost a stream of consciousness that moves from one idea to the next. The tracks certainly feel much more like 'mixes', rather than the album tracks we're used to on his LPs, where he focuses on one beat or idea and develops it over 5 minutes or so.

The downside of this is it might come off a little messy, and just when you're grooving to one part you're thrown into something else very quickly. The upsides definitely outweigh any downside though: we get plenty of sweet little snippets and jams that probably wouldn't have fit on any bona fide album tracks, and the tracks on a whole feel much more unpredictable and epic all at once. Regardless of all this douchey discussion though, this is up there with some of the most gorgeous music Burial has put out. The second half of Rough Sleeper especially.

Buy the EP here (only 2.50GBP!)

September 26, 2012

Default

it slipped my mind
and for that time
i felt completely free

but what a trouble
send a double
the pawn into a queen

i laugh now
but later's not so easy
i've gotta stop
the will is strong
but the flesh is weak
guess that's it
i've made my bed
i'm lying in it

but it's eating me up

if i get free of all the snares,
i might leave

if i get free of all the snares,
i might leave

----

Atoms For Peace - Default

September 15, 2012

October

Sorry for letting this place get so dusty. Just a quick update to say if all goes well, i will be seeing the following acts in one crazy week in October:

Caribou
Radiohead
SBTRKT
Four Tet
Jacques Greene
XxXy
Ultraista
Balam Acab
One Little Plane

One last adventure before i knuckle down for my future :( Trying to squeeze in a trip to Anfield too, can't wait! Until my next elusive update, here's quite possibly the best cover on youtube, of the best love song of all time

HERE

May 16, 2012

Smalltalk

So this past week, Nigel Godrich, often known as the producer and "6th member" of Radiohead, announced a new side-project named UltraĆ­sta, along with a new song Smalltalk. Besides using his musical genius to shape the sounds of bands like Radiohead and Beck, Godrich has ventured into writing and performing this past couple of years, from composing the soundtrack for the (awesome) Scott Pilgrim movie to performing with Thom Yorke's other band Atoms for Peace.

So it doesn't come as that big a surprise that he has his own project now. It's not entirely his own solo project, but a collaboration with London artist Laura Bettinson (whose solo work goes by the name Dimbleby & Capper) and drummer Joey Waronker, who is also part of Atoms for Peace. And yet it's kinda obvious that Nigel's the mastermind behind the sound of this new group, or at least the only song they are yet to put out.

The sound and feel of the track just seems to have "Nigel Godrich" stamped all over it, despite being dancier and catchier than anything he's ever done. The lush synths and that syncopated beat with the dry snare are such hallmarks of his sound, especially in his work with Thom Yorke's solo stuff like The Eraser. The track Hearing Damage is a great example. But Smalltalk does have a different vibe to it, almost with an 80's dance feel (helped by the video too, link below). Bettinson's vocals complete the track, effortlessly sexy and addictive at the same time.

UltraĆ­sta - Smalltalk

May 10, 2012

Cortez The Killer (Acoustic)

I don't think i say or even think this enough, but i love Neil Young. That just came to mind as i was listening to this amazing acoustic version of Cortez The Killer that i came across.

In its original state, it's usually a thundering beast of a song, with the gale winds from Neil's guitar solos leaving you in its wake as if a hurricane blew by. But with just Neil and an acoustic guitar that he plays so beautifully here, it feels completely different. This version distills all the pain and beauty in the story Neil's telling and lays it out front. That of a forgotten people, of lives and loves that we won't ever know. 10 minutes of pure beauty.

April 30, 2012

Your Acting's like The End of the World

It is a major travesty that there is only one video of The Drones performing this live, and it isn't of the best quality. I am digging this song so hard at the moment, it's probably becoming my favourite track on their 2008 epic Havilah. And it's not like it didn't have competition, amongst a number of truly brilliant songs on that record.

It might just be the catchiest song Gareth Liddiard has written. On an album as filled with monster riffs and heavy dissonance as Havilah, the fact they chose to end it with a light acoustic number like this one is astounding. And yet it takes nothing away from its weight and emotional heft as a closer. The song itself is made by the lovely interplay between Liddiard on rhythm guitar and Dan Luscombe's delicate embellishments on the lead.

As usual with any Liddiard song, the lyrics are a highlight as well. He always delivers some cracking lines, whatever the subject matter of the song. This one feels alot more personal, at least compared to songs where he's singing about anything from worldwide injustice to astronauts peeing in their spacesuits. In this one, the lyrics hint at personal tragedy and a failed relationship, belied by the humorous wordplay and the jovial mood of the music. In fact, the dark and morbid humour that Liddiard hides in his lyrics are one of my favourite things about The Drones. Favourite line in this song? 'You should move out to the country man, and look after your health / These cities show you to your seat, and then they make you eat yourself'

Four years is too long a time to be waiting for a new album from The Drones. A band i desperately need to see live too.

The Drones - Your Acting's Like The End of the World

October 24, 2011

Arcade Fire at the Bridge School Benefit 2011



Ever since i saw them in Manchester a couple of months back, Arcade Fire have slowly worked their way up the ranks in my list of favourite bands. As good as they are on record, they are a simply band to be experienced live. Last night, they played the first night of Neil Young's annual Bridge School Benefit concert and it was a cracker of a set.

They played a fully acoustic set of seven songs, tweaking some of them to fit, giving songs like Intervention a softer, emotive feel compared to their usual fist pumping oomph. One of those was Empty Room, and they turned in an absolutely stunning version, slowing it down almost into a country waltz ballad. It was the highlight of the set for me, along with their cover of Helpless, joined by Neil Young himself on stage. Empty Room is at 7:30 on the video above, and Helpless is at 27:00.